I don't believe in holograms....... 1(a)

my head these days feels as though it's gonna explode, like all the parts are begging to separate and go on to something more productive and maybe more meaningful. Everything that matters is starting to glow again, to sharpen itself and regain old definition for the coming days. I see and feel and perceive people as I never have before, with their needs and wants and feelings and fears spilling into my frames even as they're produced. It's always about them now, what I feel and understand is expanding about more or less everyone I know. At least it isn't a sudden thing, something sprung up on me without warning. But it's only gonna get crazier. The scope of my perceptions will expand to the point of almost cracking me open like an egg. I don't wanna have to deal with it, but It's gonna happen anyway.

One day the barbarians will breach the gates, and I will be the only one without a look of shock upon my face.