I'm not here.

I feel like I've been asleep for such a long time now like I've been trapped in some ridiculous kind of coma some thing from which no one in recorded history has ever broken the rhythm of. I think I'm sick of this routine I've created for myself, I need to expand myself, to meet something in the way of new and interesting people, circulating between my roommates just isn't fun anymore but then whe nyou decide to go out and meet new people you have to deal with that sick sense of vulnerability that I can never really shake it's foolish to think that it's anything real, it's all in my head something I've made up and can only be held partially accountable for. You have no self-image right now, no definition of who you are that can be projected onto the rest of the populace for their own personal judgements, my image is blank, just some guy with his own little world to escape to. You've obviously gone quite insane, so why not communicate that in your appearance? either that or allow your personality to be the image, and don't let your appearance be a factor. But then where's the bait? The particular trinkets and charms that everybody adorns that attract a certain kind of person just the person you want to fuck and find out more about and maybe destroy just to maybe one day truly save yourself.